she’s gonna get flagged
i hope i frustrate you and you think about me a lot
My dysphoria wrote this
💖: i have a romantic crush on you!
💜: i want to make sure you’re happy
💙: i have a friend crush on you!
💚: im a little jealous of you
💛: i just think you’re cute!
💘: i wouldnt say no to a platonic marriage
👀: im too shy to talk to you
💗: i want to give you a hug!
💋: i want to kiss you!
💪: id fight someone if they talked shit about you
🔊: im really glad i started following you!
💬: we should talk more!
💭: i think about you a lot
👏: everything you say is great wtf…
🎧: you have excellent music taste!
👑: your blog aesthetic is lovely!
🚨: you intimidate me
but turtles do 🐢
As a (closeted) ftm trans, of course I’m goimg to experience dysphoria. But one of my biggest triggers is my body shape.
I hate having more of an ⏳ figure. I have been working out again, but I’ve been able to tell that my efforts aren’t changing my body shape at all. I heard that some afab others, have worked out to loose their feminine shape but ugghhh.
And my height as well. I hate being 5’ tall. It just sucks when all your friends are taller than you :( I don’t even wanna be 6’, I just wanna be taller than them.
Not only is dysphoria fucking me up, but having to hide it. Its much easier now, since its almist been 4 years ive been hiding it, but theres a voice in my head that’s telling me otherwise. I wanna come out to everybody but I’m scared what my family will have to say. They alone had a hard time dealing with the fact that I’m pan, but coming out as trans will just put (more) shame on me.
:(